March 6, 2008 by smokesignal
I hate confusion. I hate uncertainty. I hate indecisiveness. Be truly happy or truly sad, truly good or truly bad. My current situation sees me filled with sadness, confusion, frustation, disappointment and maybe a little anger.
might be strong tomorrow
but today is a different day
so dont tell me its gona be okay
I dont need “its gona be okay”
today “its fucked up” is music to my ears
so now bring me down and mourn with me
just play a sad song and float with time
dont call me a fighter cuz I aint today
tell me that I lose and I am happy with it
dont show me what wrong I have done
just let me know that I have reached the end.
Poem by Lunatic.
Sometimes i just feel like dropping everything and disappear forever. What can a person do when he finds his life with a feeling like this? NOTHING! If you cant help yourself, no one else can help you out. And so i guess i am doomed.
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March 5, 2008 by smokesignal
Tang aa chuke hain, kash ma kash-e-zindagi se hum
Thukraa naa dein jahaan ko, kaheen beydilli se hum
Mayusii-e-ma’al-e-mohabbat na puuchiyeh
Apnon sey pesh aaye hain beygaanagi sey hum
Lo aaj humne tor diya rishtaa-e-umeed
Lo ab kabhii gilaa na karengay kisii se hum
Ubhareingay aik baar abhi dil ke val-valay
Go dab gaye hain baar-e-gham-e-zindagii se hum
Gar zindagi mein mil gayee phir ittefaaq sey
Poochain gey apna haal teri bebasi sey hum
Allah re fareb-e-masahiyat ke aaj tak
Duniya key zulm sehtey rahey khamooshi sey hum
Hum gham-zada hain layeen kahan se khushii key geet
Daingey wohi jo payeengay is zindagi sey hum…
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March 2, 2008 by smokesignal
Sometimes i miss someone badly.
Today is just one of those speacial days…
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February 29, 2008 by smokesignal
In life, there are times when its difficult to find what you really want from life.
What you are doing is really what you want?
The way you spent your days is really how you wanted them?
Sometimes, nothings seems to work well.
Sometimes, its hard to figure out where we stand and where we’ll be tommorrow.
I believe, everything happens for a reason.
Reasons, we never know of, we never thought of.
I try to see the good in life.
But good things in life are hard to find…
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February 26, 2008 by smokesignal
Ashiq hoon dewana hoon, teray liye kuch bhi ker jaun ga.
Ishq mein teray jeeta hun, teray liye hi mar jaun ga.
Dil dooba, dil dooba, neeli aankhoon mein yeh dil dooba…
Have you ever been in love?!
It makes you feel so vulnerable. It opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You thought you had built up all these defenses, and you thought nothing could hurt you but it just take one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life. You give them a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it.
It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like ‘maybe we should be just friends’ turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind.
It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.
I hate love.
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February 25, 2008 by smokesignal
A new start
Salaams everyone!
Welcome to Smoke signal’s new blog! She will be posting here often, insha’Allah.
Please grace her with loads of comments, praise and encouragement. All is welcome, appreciated and required!
SS.
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